random stuff

So, it's almost 12:30 a.m. and I am tired...but I just can't bring myself to go to bed. I have been thinking so much about my life in general. Completely random, I know.

So many things that I wish I had said or done, and even more that I wish I hadn't. Things I need to work on in my life. Things I need to work on in my home, lol. Weight I need to lose. Habits I need to form. All these things have been on my mind.

I miss my close friends. Most of them are hundreds of miles away. God brings different people in and out of our lives for a reason. I wish I knew why.

I miss my baby girl. I wish she was here with me, right now. I wish I knew why she's not.

I have a few regrets, I think that's normal. For the most part, I am completely content with what I have. I have a loving husband, an adorable and sweet little boy, a precious little girl that I have beautiful memories of, a kind and caring family, possessions that I don't need but God has blessed us with, a nice warm apartment that is filled with love, and caring and supportive friends.

No matter what random things come into my head, I can never forget the blessings that God has given. I am truly thankful that even in my darkest hour, I can cry to Him and He answers.

So much for my jumbled thoughts. I am getting sleepy now...